18 July 2007


I never wanted to be gay in the first place, but I know it was there inside me. I spent most of my years acting and hiding my feelings from family and friends hoping that this feeling inside me will leave me in peace.
My sexuality is a mixer of madness, I wanted to be what is the norm or what they say it is the norm, trying to hide my real self.
I suffer because i need to experience true love the way my mind and my body
needs, no I decide to deny the love that is my right just to please society, my family but most of all the church. I loved God from the very first moment. I didn't want to upset him, to go against his will.

Without the love that I feel inside me it is like living in darkness, dying in my solitute.

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